Heavenly Pharmacy

November 2020

“Beloved, I pray that all may go well with you and that you may be in good health, as it goes well with your soul.” (3 John 1:2 ESV)

Recently, I had a health scare. When COVID hit the world, I was hit in a different way. From that point until now, I have had five different doctors and surgeons tell me I am lucky to be alive. Although I don’t believe in luck, I praise the Lord for all He has done in and through this situation. He is my protection and hiding place through the storms of life. He is my Healer and I give Him praise! I am thankful to be alive!

“So lift your hands and give thanks to God for his marvelous kindness and for his miracles of mercy for those he loves!” (Psalm 107:15 TPT)

A little over a year ago, I had an encounter that left me on the floor for days, swirly for weeks,  and continues to leave me in awe and wonder. Everything shown in this encounter has come to pass and continues to unfold before my eyes. Little did I know how much I would need some of this information as I fought for my life.

On July 4th, 2019, I was shown many amazing things in an encounter that I never saw coming. I was just sitting on my bed getting ready to lay down for the night when...BAM! I won’t go into all the details, but what I want to share is one of the locations I was shown in a revelation that changed my life. I have just now been released to share some of the details and pray you receive with an open heart to hear what the Lord wants to speak to you through this.

“Open your heart to the revelation of this mystery that I share with you.” (Psalm 78:1 TPT)

“Break open your word within me until revelation-light shines out! Those with open hearts are given insight into your plans.” (Psalm 119:130 TPT)

I was shown the body part room in Heaven that many before me have seen. I have been to this room a number of times and was excited to see it again. This time, it was not about receiving something from this room, but to explain how to get to it and access it more efficiently. I was told that in order to get to this room, I first had to visit another room that was located next door. I walked to the room next door and saw what looked like a pharmacy. Angels were working around the room and gathering medications off shelves that reached to the top of this massive room. I saw medications being mixed, created, and bottled as if it was a pharmacy on earth. I stood at a counter-like-structure trying to wrap my brain around the idea that there was a pharmacy in Heaven when I was told, “In order to get into the body part room, you must have faith enough to ask for an Advil from the Pharmacy of Heaven. Many want to skip this step and get the quicker healing, but unless they have faith that everything comes from Heaven and believe in a small Advil, they won’t have enough faith to go into the body part room and get their complete healing. Healing can come quickly, but I want you to know this room is here, that everything comes from Heaven, and how to access it.” 

“For I will restore health to you, and your wounds I will heal.” (Jeremiah 30:17 ESV)

“Mark the blameless and behold the upright, for there is a future for the man of peace.” (Psalm 37:37 ESV)

The Hebrew word for peace, which is "shalom," means complete, intact, in good health—nothing missing, nothing broken. That includes body parts.

I was shown in a spinning-type-slideshow that revolved around and around. I saw a ball of some sort that I knew was a germ or virus. Then another ball type germ came beside it. This virus or germ was evolving and changing form quickly. I knew this ball would not be able to be treated by natural means and without Heavenly resources. The second ball/germ would not be able to be stopped without pure and holy medication that was only given by the Lord Himself. I knew in my spirit there was coming a time we would not be able to access natural medications and that I was being shown this room to prepare me for what was ahead. He was showing me that everything I needed was found in Him and from Him. He was revealing to me that knowledge of earthly medications came from Him, but the medications in the Heavenly realm held the pure and untainted forms. He wanted me to see and know how easy and accessible His resources were. It sounded so simple, yet my mind could not comprehend why I had not thought of this before and in the way it was explained to me.

“And because God is the source and sustainer of everything, everything finds fulfillment in him. May all praise and honor be given to him forever! Amen!” (Romans 11:36 TPT)

I was told to hold out my hands like cups to Heaven, specifically ask for the type of medication I needed, the dose, how many pills or milligrams, and how frequent it was needed. I was shown to be very specific just like you would read a prescription from a doctor or the label on a pill bottle. Ask for what is needed down to the fine details. I knew there was no way to be too specific when it came to seeing the instant results. I just had to have the faith to ask, believe, and then receive.

“Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.” (Mark 11:24 ESV)

I instantly asked forgiveness for not thinking that the Lord has this available to me. I always asked to be healed or to feel better, but I never dreamed I could ask for something so small as an Advil let alone a specific dose, pill, or even an ice pack. I never thought to ask every four hours for more if that is what I would normally have done in the natural. I just assumed, when I asked for healing, He would give me everything I needed or wanted. Yes, I have had that happen, but He was teaching me something new and taking me on a faith journey to know Him more and believe and receive more of Him. I was so quick to run to the medicine cabinet or pharmacy section in Walmart before I went to the Lord.

“Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body.” (1 Corinthians 6:19-20 ESV)

“Now the works of the flesh are evident: sexual immorality, impurity, sensuality, idolatry, sorcery (see definition below), enmity, strife, jealousy, fits of anger, rivalries, dissensions, divisions, envy, drunkenness, orgies, and things like these. I warn you, as I warned you before, that those who do such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.” (Galatians 5:19-21 ESV)

[and] sorcery; 

φαρμακεία (pharmakeia)

Noun - Nominative Feminine Singular

Strong's Greek 5331: Magic, sorcery, enchantment. From pharmakeus; medication, i.e. magic.

pharmakeia: the use of medicine, drugs or spells

Word Origin

from pharmakeuó (to administer drugs)

BibleHub.com, https://biblehub.com/parallel/galatians/5-20.htm

As this revelation sunk in, my heart grieved. I asked Him to forgive me for not asking Him first when I needed medication instead of seeking the world’s way for help. Why didn’t I understand before that earthly medications are a substitute for Heaven’s? Why did it feel more natural to run to a pill bottle or a doctor for help before the Lord? I am not saying that we don’t need doctors or medications, nor do I recommend stopping current prescriptions, but rather that we need to take His resources first and put Him above all else in every area of our lives. He wants to be our “One Thing.”

“Here’s the one thing I crave from God, the one thing I seek above all else: I want the privilege of living with him every moment in his house, finding the sweet loveliness of his face, filled with awe, delighting in his glory and grace. I want to live my life so close to him that he takes pleasure in my every prayer.” (Psalm 27:4 TPT)

After I came out of this very detailed encounter that lasted hours upon hours, I was excited to try out this new revelation. I have had bad knees from years of dancing and teaching dance. I love to run, but at the time, my knees were in such bad shape that running was not an option. My knee cap was so swollen that day that it was on the side of my leg and I had it wrapped in a tight ace bandage. So, I was like, “If this is real, I want to be able to run and dance like I used to years ago.” 

“Then He broke through and transformed all my wailing into a whirling dance of ecstatic praise! He has torn the veil and lifted from me the sad heaviness of mourning. He wrapped me in the glory garments of gladness.” (Psalm 30:11 TPT)

I had never done this before and I was unsure what to do. I began by asking if I could come into the Pharmacy of Heaven. I cupped my hands like I was shown and held them out, asked in faith for two Ibuprofen tablets and stated the milligrams. I felt a “tap” in both hands as if something was placed in my palms. I opened my eyes and looked at my hands in shock. I stood there for a moment, not sure what just happened, and then a few seconds later, I felt better. My knee was still hurting, but the swelling was going away instantly. I then raised my cupped hands and asked in faith for a knee brace on my right knee. I instantly felt a strong force wrap around my leg and tighten. In complete shock, I put some weight on my leg, and to my surprise, I could stand without as much pain. Then I asked in faith for IcyHot cream and an ice pack. Within seconds, my leg became cold and I found relief. 

“Everything you pray for with the fullness of faith you will receive!” (Matthew 21:22 TPT)

Jesus taught his disciples that if faith’s fullness lived in them, they could speak to the physical creation around them and it would respond. Faith unlocks great authority for the believer.

I decided to try it out and went for a jog. I started slow… no pain. Faster… I had a little pain. I stopped and asked for another dose of pain medication. See, you can’t overdose on medication from Heaven. It is pure and holy and there are no limits to what you can receive or ask for. I felt another “tap” in my hand and got instant results once more. I took off running and ran three miles without any pain. None! 

The greatest news of all is that not only did it work that one time, but I now try to get a run in everyday and still have little to no pain. If I do feel a little pain, I ask, believe, and then receive from the Pharmacy from Heaven and all pain leaves. It’s like I received a new knee from the body part room by my faith in the pharmacy.

“For you have given him his heart’s desire, anything and everything he asks for. You haven’t withheld a thing from your betrothed one.” (Psalm 21:2 TPT)

I was then given the blocks that would stop one from entering into and receiving all that God had for them in the pharmacy. Doubt and unforgiveness blocks the flow––blocks what He wants to give us and do in and through us.

Doubt: a feeling of uncertainty, lack of conviction, or fear

(James 1:6, Matthew 21:21, Matthew 14:31, Mark 11:22-25, James 1:5-8, Mark 9:24, Luke 24:38, Proverbs 3:5, Romans 14:23, Hebrews 11:6)

Unforgiveness: unwilling or unable to forgive

(Ephesians 4:32, Luke 6:37, Colossians 3:13, Matthew 18:21-22, Mark 11:25, Matthew 6:14-15)

The areas of unforgiveness and how to solve them are:

• Unforgiveness of self (shame, misuse of body) – Forgive self/body.

• Unforgiveness of others (what you have done to others and what has been done to you) – Forgive others and ask others to forgive you (Matthew 6:14-15).

• Unforgivness of sin (what you have done/said to God) – Ask forgiveness for hurting the heart of God.

• Unforgiveness for disobedience (even delayed obedience)–Ask forgiveness for any and all forms of disobedience.

• Unforgiveness for not making Jesus your “only”– Ask forgiveness for going to anyone or anything (doctors, medications, etc.) before Him. He wants to be your first and only.

The Lord spoke to me and said,

“Every day, come to Me in repentance. You need Me every day to cleanse you as you would take a bath. Make it a routine of washing. As you wash in the natural, let Me wash over and cleanse your spirit man. Repent, so I can wash you clean daily. Everything in the natural is happening in the spiritual if you take notice and allow it. Let Me flow in and through you naturally; the way of my original design before religion messed it up.”

“For this old pattern of worship was a matter of external rules and rituals concerning food and drink and ceremonial washings which was imposed upon us until the appointed time of heart-restoration had arrived.” (Hebrews 9:10 TPT)

“He replied, “I met the man named Jesus! He rubbed clay on my eyes and said, ‘Go to the pool named Siloam and wash.’ So I went and while I was washing the clay from my eyes I began to see for the very first time ever!” (John 9:11 TPT)

“He saved us, resurrecting us through the washing of rebirth. We are made completely new by the Holy Spirit, whom he splashed over us richly by Jesus, the Messiah, our Life Giver.” (Titus 3:6 TPT)

“Wash yourselves and make yourselves clean. Remove your evil actions from my sight and stop sinning!” (Isaiah 1:16 TPT)

I was told to do a case study and observe the results. I slowly began to share this with people and track the results. I was amazed! It worked! Once doubt and unforgiveness were out of the way, I was seeing instant results. Healing of headaches, heartburn, allergies, Lymes disease, cancer, sleeplessness, hormones, aches and pains, and the list goes on and on. One lady was able to go off her medication she had been taking daily for over 20 years! Children going off anxiety medication, chronic pain management no longer needed, cancer patients healed and off treatments. Many medical providers began verifying miracle after miracle of God’s amazing power.

“And without faith living within us it would be impossible to please God. For we come to God in faith[ knowing that he is real and that he rewards the faith of those who give all their passion and strength into seeking him.” (Hebrews 11:6 TPT)

Overwhelmed by the radical results I was seeing, I had to stop and ask forgiveness for ever turning to anything in my cabinet before turning to the Father in Heaven for His pure and holy medication. I also learned that just like the manna from Heaven (Exodus 16:1-36), I needed to ask everyday and sometimes hourly if needed. What helped for one day didn’t always carry over into the next. I had to ask, believe and receive every single day until I received my complete healing.

“God, give me mercy from your fountain of forgiveness! I know your abundant love is enough to wash away my guilt. Because your compassion is so great, take away this shameful guilt of sin. Forgive the full extent of my rebellious ways, and erase this deep stain on my conscience.” (Psalm 51:2 TPT)

So, after many months of personally walking in forgiveness, this new revelation, healing, and seeing many pain free and healed, I found myself extremely sick to the point I was dying. I didn’t understand why the pharmacy wasn’t working as it had so many times before. I went through everything the Lord has taught me over the years with no results. I ended up needing major surgery. The pharmacy didn’t work because I needed a surgeon not a medication. So, my disappointment turned into another chance to do a case study on myself.

Due to a massive surgery and a very long recovery, I had lots of time to ask the Lord for His perfect and pure medication from Heaven. So, the case study began. One evening early in the recovery process, I got up to go for a walk as instructed by the doctor. The pain was beyond controllable. I stopped, asked for the same medication and dosage that ran through my veins in the natural and took it from the Pharmacy in Heaven. The pain went away immediately!  It was faster, better, and lasted longer than what the earthly doctors were giving me. I stood amazed at my God and His healing power through His Heavenly resources.  Although my body had to heal, it was a supernatural process. I needed very little earthly means to get through the process. I took all my medications first from Heaven before the doctors gave it to me in the natural. Those who gave me funny looks were quickly just as amazed as I was when they saw the results. My recovery was truly a miracle! Even things the doctors said I would experience, I didn’t. Of course, I followed my doctor's instructions and enjoyed my extra time off to spend in my secret place and with my family, but my surgeon was also astounded at how well I recovered. I give praise to the Lord for He is good!!!

“Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! Everyone thank God, for he is good and easy to please. Your tender love for us, Lord, continues on forever.” (Psalm 106:1 TPT)

I encourage you to seek the Lord for understanding about His Heavenly pharmacy, step out in faith and try it. Our God can do above and beyond what we can imagine or think. Remember that all knowledge, inventions, and medical understanding comes from His throne, so why would we not believe He has a Pharmacy? Ask and you shall receive! 

“Never doubt God’s mighty power to work in you and accomplish all this. He will achieve infinitely more than your greatest request, your most unbelievable dream, and exceed your wildest imagination! He will outdo them all, for his miraculous power constantly energizes you.” (Epesians 3:20 TPT)